Thursday, June 3, 2010

Hmangaihna

Hmangaihna chung chang hi ziakmi tam takin ngaihnawm tak tak in an lo ziak tawh thin a, tunah chuan thuziak thiam ve lo te ziak ni a thleng ve ta! A ngaihnawm chu a beisei chi hauh lohvang le.

Hetiang hi chu riltam lo chung chunga chawthing inbarh luih ang deuh a ni a, in peih emaw peih lo emaw in chhiar atan hei ka han hlui ta hnawk che u anih hi. Pathianin mihring tana thil a pekte zinga pawimawh ber chu nunna leh thlarau a ni a, chumi dawt ah chuan Hmangaihna min pek hi a pawimawh leh ber awm e.

Pathian leh mihring inkara hmangaihna te, nu leh pa inkarah te, nula leh tlangval inkarah te, thian leh thian inkarah te hmangaihna hi a pawimawh hle a. Misual ber nia kan hriatte pawh hian hmangaihtu an tlachham hauh lo. Heng zawng zawng zingah hian hmeichhia leh mipa inkara hmangaihna hi I han thlur bing ang hmiang.

Kei hi tlangval hmeltha ka ni hauh lo tih hi min hmu thin tu chuan a hrechiang hle awm e. Tlangval heti zozai zingah hian kei tehlul min han thlang chat theitu ka nupui hi ka fak a ni. Ka englai hi nge maw tha a lo tih ve a, ka zunah te a lo uai theih le. Ka hmel hmulova zankhat awm pawh hreawm a ti thin kha a ni si a. Ka hmuhnawm ti dawn ila chutiang in min en bawk si lo.

Mi ten ngaihzawn ena an en loh, hmangaih ena an en loh, thlaler chinghne mal tlat anga vak rawlai ve mai mai kha, miten an hmuh ve theih miah loh keimah ah hian Pathian in phumruk a lo nei ni ngei tur a ni. Chu ngei chu alawm ka nupui hian alo hmuh a, min thlan tak chat mai le. ‘Hmangaihna chu a mit a del a ni’, tia an lo sawi thin kha dawt ah chantirin a awm a, hmangaihna chu a mit a fing bik a, miten an hmuh ve loh engemaw a hmuhfiah tir thin a, chutah chiah chuan hmangaihna diktak a lo piang chhuak ta thin a lo ni.

Hmangaihna a lo pian tawh chuan a mit leh hriatna tihfin in a lo awm a. Vur rama cheng ten thlasik vawt lutuk an tawrh lai pawh a, thlasik phenah nipui lum nuam tak a awm ani tih an hmu lawk ru reng ang deuh hian, hmangaih ber chunga a thalo lai ber pawh awm se, chumi phenah chuan duhawm rukna lai riau alo awm thin ani tih chiang takin a hmu ru kar thin.

Miten an inkarah eng eng emaw pawh lo sawiin an that lohna laite lo khel viau thin mahse, sawiselna a tam zawh poh leh hmangaihna chu lainatna in a belhchhah a. An that lohna leh sitawmna nia mite’n an sawi leh an rel pharna te chu khawngaihna ah a chang zova, chu khawngaihna chu hmangaihna nena a in belhbawm meuh chuan thuk leh ril tak a lo ni tawh thin.

Hmangaihtu hmangaihna hi hmuh thelh emaw hmuh miah loh emaw a awl hle a. Kan dinhmunte, kan hawiher te, chapona te, indah hniam lutukna te, zahzum lutukna te, zahtheihloh leh lutukna te, ngaihsak loh hrim hrim vang te pawhin hmangaihtu nen a inpelhsawlh theih thin a. A ruktea min hmangaih em em tu nen inhre pawh tawn miah lovin a awm theih ve tlat.

‘Hmangaihtu ka tawng lo’ i ti maw? Nangmah hmangaihtu che kha I lo hai reng te hi a ni ang e. Nangmah hmangaihtu nena in inpawh theihna tur khan daltu lian tak a awm a ni mai thei asin. I fiama i bawl i bawl thin pawh kha a ni mai thei. Heng chapona te, dinhmun sang taka indahna te, mahni zawlpui nia hriatte chauh laka beiseina neih te pawh hi, a ruka min hmangaihtu nena kan inkar tiphuitu a ni ve thei tlat. Tum reng vang ni hauh lo hian hmangaihtu nen intawng lovin rei tak a awm theih a, nula- tlangval lengrei tak nih mai pawh awl tak a ni.

Hmun hrana han awm chiah hian hmangaihna chu finfiahin a awm thin. Tu tan pawh thlem tu an tam a, hmangaihte hmel hmuh phak loh nen, thikthu chhiat nen, lunglen leh khawhar a inpawlhsawp a. Karah engemaw neuh neuh a lo tam a, thutak hrefiah turin hmaichhanah inhmuh a awm thei si lo. Zing, chhun leh zan, duhber tawn leh nan tiin hun kan chhiar liam a, chutih lain duhber ten duhber dang an lo nei ru reng ang’em hriat ni hek lo.

Mi pa duhlai anih hre reng chunga nu ber luahlan lawp theih inbeisei hmeichhia an lo awm ve reng a, chutiang bawkin mipa thenkhat mi nu an ni tih hre reng chung pawha remchang melh rana hel hreuh hreuh peih an awm ve reng bawk nen. Mi inngaizawng tha reng reng lai tih chhiat vek hreh hauh lo lah an lo awm ve bawk si, a kumpui lingleta inhmuh awm bawk silo, tu nge lungmuanga zan mu chhing siai siai thei ta ang le! Nitin zantina inhmu reng reng pawhin ‘lunglen’ an la sawi thei a nia. Hun rei tak intawnni her chhuak lo mahse, hmangaihna ina a ken tel ‘rinawmna’ chuan karah hmangaihna a chelh nung reng a.

Kawlvalenchham kar dan atang pawhin hmangaihna ban sei tak chuan a ban tawk tawk a, a tawpah chuan a kuah khawm leh nge nge thin. Hmangaihna chuan Rinawmna a keng tel tlat a, rinawmna chu hmangaihna tinghet tu ban pawimawh ber ani.

Thu ziak mi nih ve loh manah inthlahrung hlek lovin ziak zel ang aw. Hmangaihna huanga zuan luh tak tak meuh hi chuan thil hi a lo danglam viau niawm ani (a luh chilh tawh ten an sawi dan in). Hmangaih ber kianga han thut ringawt pawhin a hma zanga rilru nawmlohna leh lungmuanlohna zawng zawng te kha a kiang nghal duak a. A kiangah chuan dawn a tawi tek mai.

Engpawh lo thleng dawn se cho chikimin kan cho hliah hliah mai a ni. Hun leh dar in mumal a nei thei lova, chhun nise duhaiin a tawi a, zan lah a rei lo lutuk zel si. Sana ban tawi ber pawh hi a tlan in a tlan ta emaw tih tur a ni a. Zan dang zawng aiin zanlai ar a khuang hma ziah lehnghal! Zanlai arkhuang meuh pawhina mi a hnar haw hleih theih loh chang pawh a awm fo thin. Rin aiin hmangaihna par zu hi a lo thlum a, a ril dan hi a hma chuan ka lo hre ngai lo.

Kha leh chen hmangaihna lo muhil tawh kha a thangharh ta a, a luan in a luang liam a, kan tuiral ani ber mai. Chutah zet zawng lung a awi hliah hliah a, rilru a hlim veng veng thin. Engkim mai hian parmawina a chhuah ta emaw tih mai tur hi ani a, engahmaha kan ngaih loh Tlangsam par takngial pawh duhberte kut atanga dawn anih chuan , hlu tak ani hlu tak! Hei lo liama damlai pialral, hei lo liama hmangaihna.

Mahse, hmangaihna zunzama chen lai hian fimkhur a van ngai tak em. A hunlai chuan ngaihtuah a tawi riauva, pawisak neihloh mai a awl si, rilru a nu bat mai thin. Nakina pawi tur leh inchhirna la thleng mai thei tur dawn hlek lova tiamchin pelh mai a awl a, fimkhur a tha. Hetah tak hian mi tam takin an duhtawk lova, hmangaihna luangliam chu pumhmawmin a chenin an chen a, tiamchin ramri kham an pel a. Chu chuan a hnu lehah lungngaihna, rilru hahna leh tahna a thlen a. Hmingchhiatna nasa tak nen nulat-tlangvalna thlah liam a ngai thin. Rose par vullai tak pawh hi en vawng vawng khawpa nalh anih rualin a hling chhun erawh na tia then sawkna tham a ni ve tho.

Hetia ngaih mai chuan mi duhloh hnu kan inngaizawng sup sup a, a holam viau hian a lang. A dik asin miten an duh loh kha keinin tihtak zet in kan duh a, kan hmangaih a, kan duat a, an tan kan rinawm a, avaiin kan inpumpek thin ani lawm ni. Israel mi te tana lokal Lal Isua pawh a hmangaih Israel ten an duh lova, sir ah an hnawl a, chu ngei chu kan tan vanneihna a lo ni a, chatuan nunna kan neih theih phah a ni lawm ni. Mi te duh loh hnu pawh ni raw sek sek, kan tan chuan a hlutna a kiam thei chuang lo. Mi ten anmahni ah a that rukna an hmuh thiam theih loh kha keini chuan kan lo hmu ru reng a lawm. Hmangaihna hi chu mak deuh asin.

Fiamthu in an sawi thin a, ‘tleirawl ngaihzawn chu Biri zuk ang deuh a ni a, fawh nun reng a ngai’ an ti thin. Tak tak ni maw, ka hre ve lem lo va. Engpawh nise, induat tawn a, in hmangaih tawn reng chu a ngai ang. Mei alh pawh hi chhawm nun reng a nih loh chuan zawi zawi in a alh ral tial tial a, a tawpah phei chuan a alh rem thak a, a thi mai thin. Chhawm nun reng ni ta se chuan a thi hauh lovang.

A tira in hmangaih em em thin kha nikhua a lo rei a an inkarah inhriatthiamna te, induhtawnna te, inngainatna te a lo kiam ve tial tial a, a tawpah inthenna a lo thleng a. Inhmangaih tak te inkar a lo khik tanna pawh hi pakhat zawk rinawm loh vang emaw rinawmlo deuhva a lo lan tak vang emaw a ni duh viau a. Chu chuan thikthu a ti chhia a, tichuan zawm leh theih rual lohin an inkar a chhe vek tawh thin. Hmana khang an hlimna zawng zawng te kha tahna titamtu ah an lo chang zo leh ta mai thin.

Pathian hmangaihna erawh chuan chuai ni a nei lova, kan pian hma daih, leilung a din hma hauh pawh khan min hmangaih a, kan tan a Fapa min pe daih tawh asin. A mi hmangaihna chuan kin ni a nei lovang a, hman atangin tun thlengin min hmangaih a, damchhung mai ni lo chatuan hawlh tlang Hmangaihna chuan a ni keini hi min lo hmangaih le. Helam hi chu pastor ten an sawi thiam zawk ang.

Hmangaihte inkara inthenna tam ber leh tenawm ber chu uirena hi a ni awm e. Hmeichhia, pasal pawmlai nei reng chung si a, an nupa nun intihhlim tawnna pawh khawp kham zo lo va, mipa dang tana an inpek hian uire an lo ni thin. Mipa a uire theih loh an ti! Kei chuan ‘a theih’ ka ti. Engpawh nise uirena hrim hrim hi inhmangaih tak takte tan chuan thil awm thei lo a ni. Hnar hnuaiah phatna a bo lova, kan inphamar leh mai thin. Hmana a hmangaihna kha khawnge? Hmangaihna dik chuan Rinawmna a keng tel a, chumi avang chuan an inkarah engpawh lo thleng in awm hranna hial pawh lo thleng se, an inhmangaihna a zual deuh deuh zawk a.

Thlemna sual a lo in rawlh ve na tur in chance chhete mah a siam thei lo. Duh chuan a rukin a uire theih. Tuman an hmu lova, a kawppui pawhin a hre hek lovang. Mahse hmangaihtu dik tak chuan chu chu a ti thei lo. A chhia leh tha hriatna in rem a ti thei lova, a phal thei thlawt lo a ni. Chu chhia leh tha hriatna rilru fim tak chu zu leh ruih theih thil dang te’n a chawk nu zo vek thei a, hei vang hian ruihtheih thil leh zu lakah fihlim phawt hi a tha hle. Tin, kawppui te inkarah inrintawk lohna a awm vaih chuan damchhung a daih tawh thin. Kan che sual kher lo a ni thei, mahse rinhlelhawma awma lan theihna lakah fimkhur a tha.

Chutih laiin kan nula thenkhat ten an nulat parmawina, an thianghlimna, an inchhuan ve theihna tur leh an hmangaih ber leh an pasal tan chauh ni tura an neih chhun chu pawisa hmanga hralh in tenawm taka pawisa lakluh nan an hmang a. Pasal pawh lo nei ta se, a pasala tan mite laka a la pek ngai miah loh pek tur tha bik leh hlu bik a nei thei dawn em ni. Chutihlaiin thenkhat lah ‘motor chuan man a save’ tiin, khualzin phur motor pangaiah pawh chuang duhlovin bungraw phur motorah te an inzep a, kawng lakah motor a nung thei lo thut a, chumi hnu darkar khat velah a nung leh thei thut a.

Chutiang chuan a pawisa fai ni lovin thil dang hmangin motor chuan man an inpe ve thung thin. Hengho hian an tawngkam ti mawi zualtu atan “Ka hmangaih che” tih tawngkam an chelek hle a, mahse chu hmangaihna chu ruah mual liam anga reilote chhung chauh daih, an nawmchenna tizualtu chauh a ni a, a hnu leh chu a daih tawh lo. Hmangaihna awmzia an va hre pha lo em. Palzam viau in pawisak nei hauh lo pawh ni se, eng tik ni ah emaw chuan hmangaihtu an la mamawh ve ngei ang. Chutih hunah chuan a tlai zo tawh ang a, mi zawng zawng in a nihna an hre chiang ang a, an lungte’n vek tawh ang. Natna khirh ber ber tuar in khumah let reng mahse duat taka enkawltu a nei lovang a, ui taka dawm hlumtu pawh a nei lovang. Kan neih chhun hmangaihna dik tak hi kan hmangaih tak tak chauh kha hlan ila, an tan inpumpek ila, an tan thhuk takin inhuam ila, ‘i tan chauh’ tiin rinawm tak in nung ila.

Chu chuan kawng tam takah kan nun a tha zawng in a hruai ngei ang. Rinawmlohna rah chhuah chu a tenawmin a duhawm lo hle a, lungngaihna leh tahna ruama min hnuk lut theitu niin kan nun ti chhe zo vek theitu a nih zia hria ila i fimkhur ang u.

Hmangaihna dik tak chuan rinawmna a keng tel a, rinawmna banpui bera hmangin a huang chhungah chuan heng, hlimna te, lungawina te, induhsakna te, ngilneihna te, dawh theihna te, inthlakhlelhna te, thatna te leh duhawmna te’n hmun an luah a. Chu hmangaihna chu a tlo in a nghet em em a, karah midang tan lo inrawlh ve na tur hun leh hmun remchang a awm thei lo.

Thihna chauh lo chuan engmah in a then hrang thei lova, thih hnu ah pawh thlan piah lam thleng in chu hmangaihna chuan a phuar khawm tlat thin. Hlimna ni ah an hlim dun a, lungngaihna niah an in hnem dun a, thihna kawr ruam ah pawh tla lut mahse an inphatsan thei lo. Hmanlai lawngmi te’n tuipui zau taka an awmlai leh kawng an bo chang pawha hmar arsi an en zawn tlat thin ang hian, inhmangaih takte pawhin an innghahna hmangaihna leh rinawmna chu an vuan nghet tlat a; an hmaa harsatna tam tak lo thleng chu inphatsan hauh lovin an paltlang thin a, hmangaihna kawng bumboh tak takte zawh dun zel in a tawp ah chuan an tan hlimna ni tur kawl ah a lo chhuak ve leh nge nge thin. Thla hnih – thla thum vel in hmuh loh avanga an inkara midang an lo inrawlh ve hman ang chi hi chu, ‘hmangaihna der’ mai a lo ni alawm maw le. Hmangaihtu leh a hmangaihte inkara hmangaihna chi lo tiak chu hmangaihna veka chawm nun leh enkawl that a nih chuan, thlasik antam, leidur hmuna tiak, zan daifim ina a chawm, duah taka lo thang a, par mawi tak chhuah a, chi tam tak a chhuah thei ang mai hian chu hmangaihna chu a nasa deuh deuhva, a kuhmum a, mawi takin alo par chhuak thin. A rah chhuah te chu duhawm tak an ni.

Shakespearea thawnthua Romeo leh Julieti te pawh kha, Julietin thlan chhunga a awmlaia a thihna khum atanga a rawn harhchhuah khan a awm ngenga a hmangaih ber Romeoa, amah avanga thia let reng a hmuh khan a tuar zo bik lo. Duh se chuan a pasal tura an ruat mihausa pa kha neiin hmalam hun hlimawm tak an chen thei reng. Mahse Romeoa a hmangaihna nasa tak avang chuan chungte chu a ti thei lo, chu ai chuan a beisei pialral ramah kumkhuaa a hmangaih ber kianga awm turin a hmangaih Romeoa chu a zui ve nghal a nih kha.

England Lalfapa England ram pum pui mai pawh ni lo khawvel ram hrang hrang chunga thu nei a, rorel thei tur pawh khan hmangaihna avangin lalthutthleng leh lallukhum hloh thak pawh a pawi ti lo a ni lawm ni? Khawnglung tlangval Chalkunga pawh a hmangaih Thanghniangi zawng turin hriat ngai loh ram panin Tiau lui a kan a, hmelma ramah mahni chauhvin a rammu ngam a. Lalfanu Laltheri (Lalchawngpuii) pawh ama nihna phatsan in hnamchawm tlangval a ngaizawng a. A hmangaih ber an thahsak hnuah pawh a sun zia lantir in lalfanu tih atana mawi lo hial khawpin a che ngam a.

Chutiang bawk in Tualvungi pawh a hmangaih Zawlpala thih thu in a thawn meuh chuan mi nunrawng leh tihbaiawm Phuntiha hlauhawmna pawhin a dang zo ta lo. Rauthla khawvel pialrala hlim leh thlamuang taka intawn leh beiseiin Zawlpala kiang ngeiah a damlai ni a thlah liam ta anih kha. Hmangaihna hi a va lo mak ngai em!

Hmangaihna hi thenkhatte tan engmah ni lo mahse hmangaihna dik tak vuan fuhtu tan chuan a ril in a va lo thuk ngai em! Hloh leh chan nei ngam hmangaihna, phut let nei lo hmangaihna, a retheihna avanga hnualsuat lo, a nihna ang anga pawm hmiah thei, a chan chhiat lai ber pawh a phatsan hauh lo tu hmangaihna hi hmangaihna dik tak a ni a sin.
Hmangaihna hi a va lo mak ngai em!

Tu’n nge hrilhfiah thiam ta ang le? Hmangaihte lakah chuan lian lua a awm lova te lua a awm thei hek lo. Sweet mum khat lek pawh ni se hmangaih ber kut ami chu a thlum tui bik thin. Hmangaihna avangin thikthu chhiat chang a lo thleng thin a, chu thik thu avang chuan tul lo pui ah rilru a hah fo thin. Chutihlaiin thikthu ina a pawlh hauh loh hmangaihna erawh a rinhlelhawm viau lawi si.

Milar, hmeltha, leh ropui tak tak tamtak tei huai huai zingah hmangaihna mit avangin milar ni ve lovin imilar ni ve miah lovin a mit a la fuh chat a. A hmangaihna dai vek tawh, beidawnna ruama zalh tawh hnu chu, a chhing mitmeng mawi tak chuan a rawn kaih thawh sak a. Amah ah chuan mi te’na an hmuh ve theih loh thil inphum ru chu a hmu thei ta bik a. Tawnkam thiam anih loh vangin tawngkam nemin a sawi chhuak lo na a, a chezia ah a hmangaih tih a lang reng; a lan chhuah tir lo na a, a zunah a uai tih a hriat reng. Hmangaihna avangin a mit tihvarin a awm a, hmangaihna avangin a hlimin i lawm a. Hmangaihna avangin a lo heti zo ta a, ama thiam ang tawk te tea mualpho puiin a luangliam ve thin. A hmel mawina chu a tan hlimna a ni a, a duhawmna te chu a zuna a uaina belhchhahtu a ni. Mite sawiselna te, a tlin tawk lohna te, mi rual a pawl ve lohna te, mi te'n an rel pharna te, rual a ban ve zawh lohna te chuan a khawngaihna a chawk thova, a hmangaihna leh akhawngaihna tangkawp chu eng doral mahin a dal zo tawh lo. Hmangaihna avangin a hlim a, hmangaihna avangin a tap a, hmangaihna avangin a huaisen thin.

Hmangaih luat vanga lawm luatah bianga mittui a luan laiin, chu hmangaihna avang vek chuan lungngaih mittui sur in tahna ruamah min liam tir thei ve thung. Hmangaihna chuan huaisenna min pe thei a, chumi avang chuan hmabak engpawh hmangaihte tan chuan tih kan huam a. Theih phei chu nise siar lak pawh kan huam ang chu. Hmangaihte kiangah chuan engkim mai hian par an chhuah laiin hmangaihte tello chuan tlai nitla engmawi tak pawh lunglen tizualtu mai a ni a, chhawrthla eng lah a mawina a chuai zova, khawvel a ngui ruai in a hriat thin thin.

Hmangaih ber nena zan a rei loh thin zia te, zan dang zawng aia zanlai ar a khuan hma bik thin zia te kha, chutih laiin hmangaih ber tello chuan chhun a rei bik a, zan lah a rei em em a, a reh hian a reh vawng vawng thin. Kei zawng hmangaihna hi a mak in a ril em mai a ka hrilhfiah thiam ve lo a ni e. Ka ziak a, ka ziak zel a, ka ziak buai tulh tulh mai. A chul mam dan leh a tawp khar dan pawh ka thiam tawh lo ve. Thu leh hla lama mi ril zawk leh ziakmi te’n an duh thala an ziak atan ka dah tawh mai zawk ang e.

4 comments:

  1. Mr TS: A chang chuan han luan liam hawk hawk te hi a nuam ve riau asin. I thuziak a tha thei si a, blog site siam ve ta che. Ka lo chhiar ve thin dawn nia.

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  2. e khai a va tha leh pek ve! mahse, zan danga ka chhiar leh zawk teh ang. Hmangaihna hi a hlu-in nun awmzia leh dam chhan ber atanga kan thih chhan hial te lo ni thin kha a ni tlat.....Luangliam ta pawh ni la, thil awm ve reng a ni e!

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  3. @Anonymous: Hmangaihnaa luan liam loh hi a lo har anih hi. Hmangaih berte lakah hmangaih letna kan phut a, chu hmangaih letna chuan inhmangaih tawnna a hring chhuak thin. He inhmangaih tawnna hi chhawm nun reng a ngai thin. Fa te chunga hmangaihna erawh phut let neilo hmangaihna a ni ve deuh chuan ka hria.

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